I'm not a happy-go-lucky girl.I'm not.
And I don't even know what people like about me .
Nothing?

But eventhough i'm acting tough and all sarcasm, 
Acting like i didnt care,
It doesn't mean i didn't get hurt,
It doesn't mean i didn't cry ,
It doesn't mean i don't care ,
I cry when people bad-mouthing me,
I cry when i need someone's shoulder but got no one,
I cry when people misunderstood what i feel.

But the most painful thing is the world shut me up.
COMPLETELY
Now it all gone.
Darkness deep down.